I will say that even though he's dating (or EA) OW I have to keep in mind that she knows he's married and I'm sure she thinks I'm horrible due to what he's telling her but that I'm a better person. I haven't broken my vows or helped in the breaking up of a little girl's home. Even if they're in 'Wuv' right now that a relationship built by tearing down something that God ordained can't be as wonderful as they want it to seem.
Well I text H this afternoon about some medical appts for D. He got a bit snappy when I tried to ask him about support and paying for D's extracurricular activities (just who pays what and which month) so I said 'never mind, sorry to bother you'. I went and did some things and missed when he text back apologizing. He actually said 'I'm sorry' twice. I almost fell out!
I've been asking God for a sign that I'm headed in the right direction, doing the right thing. D and I went to return a few Christmas items and as we were sitting in traffic I was staring at the car in front of me and the license plate said PMA. LOL I'll take it.
My makeup came in today so I'm going to go play with it and throw all my old stuff out. I'm also thinking of trying Yoga at night when D goes to sleep. Anyone do yoga?
H-44 Me-43 D9 T-13 years M-12 years BD-8/21/13 Sep- 11/19/13 D in process
