Well....never thought I would be saying this..but it looks like my m is going to survive...for any of you "oldies", you know some of my sitch...
I don't have alot of time for details, but my h called Sun..wanted to "talk"..of course I again thought the big D word..he came over...confessed the r with ff started as friends, but became more...realized that the best things are right before your eyes and you don't always see them..wants our m to start over..we kissed..the rest you can figure out!!!!! He left at 3, cause we couldn't sleep together(new double bed..too small)he sent me a dozen red roses at work, on card he said he knows I love daisies but hought I might accept these...I called him and thanked him, he again said "I know you don't care for roses, but that they seem to have a more special meaning..I asked him if htis was all a dream..as my emotions are so mixed up...more than the whole year he's been gone..he said no, no dream...I said we have to move slow..
Soooo much to take in.....will fill you in later....I guess I need some thoughts on why I am feeling insure..it is what I have prayed about, dreamed about...thought about for months..but had resolved the past few that it probably would not happen..and now...........
