As you can tell from my late night rambling--I am all over the place. I had a do-nothing day yesterday to regroup after the holidays. I have no spending money until 1/15 so I am really limited on what I can do. This is going to be one LONG holiday break for all of us. One car, no one with any plans to go anywhere or do anything, and no money to do anything with anyway.

I really have to get creative and figure out things i can do to get me out of the house. I have 10 LONG days ahead of me. I don't think I ever wanted to rush through a vacation as badly as I do right now. The more we sit around the house together the more I want something to good to happen between us. The more I am tempted to bring up R talk. Maybe it is just boredom. I don't want to lock myself up in my room for 10 days. I wish he would just take the kids out somewhere so I can have the house to myself.


40s 2teens M14Y
BD-10/12/13 rec-1/14
BD2-5/14 rec2-9/14
EA disc-10/14 4/15-BD 3 and triangulation ensues
Served with D6/15 MS forced to leave7/15
D agreement signed 8/16 final 5/17