It's amazing how fast the feelings change. One day he is is nice and even kind, next day he won't look at me when I say good morning. I am feeling vulnerable too because after the holidays we go back to the new normal of being separated and him having his affair. This. Right now. Is not my reality. Hmmmm feeling a little sorry for myself you can see. Feel not so strong today. I guess our mood swings are normal for this time of the year too. I still get very down when I think about OW.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
