Guess I belong here now...

[sweetbabyred]

I've spent most of my free time finally reading all of my health and fitness mags that have been piling up since the semester started. I also read two novels and started a couple of non-fiction books too.

Xh has been acting strange, but I guess that's the usual, so maybe it's not strange!

On his way back from fl, after not communicating with me for a few days, he sent me a text where I could track his route he was driving. I was at work, so after a few hours I just texted and told him to drive safely.

The next day he drove to his mom's house and send me another route tracking text in the am. That night he texted, saying that his family missed me and that I wouldn't be turned away if I showed up at the door. Not exactly the invitation I was looking for, especially with a 6 hour drive between us!

Christmas eve morning he texted again, asking if I was working, even though I'd told him I was off til Fri. I guess he's lost his memory completely. Then he said, "so you could be here by 5?"

He's driving me crazy. I'd love to see his family, and if I was actually invited I would have seriously considered it. Instead, he's being passive aggressive and acting like he wants me there, but not actually asking me. And every night he's been sending me a late night good night text.

I need to take a step back and concentrate on me anyway. On Christmas I decided to sign up for a 7 race series that includes 5 5k's, a 5 miler, and a 15k. I'm not really a runner, but this'll give me something to work on throughout the year.