JS it is human nature to want to be with others. We're are pack animals so feeling lonely and vulnerable is normal. Wanting to have someone by yourside makes perfect sense. Don't beat yourself over it. Just ride the end of your storm and start planning for better and different times ahead. Don't let this experience skew you. It kind of happened to me. Allow yourself to trust another with your life again and you will be fine.
Ps: I don't make sense sometimes but thought I will give it a shot
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”