I'm so sorry you're sad today Ambiv.....I get it hun.
I also feel like my story with H isn't over, but, I'm thinking the ending is being written by them and the best we can do is create our own ending and see where it leads us both.
It's a lot of work and you're going to hate it and then you're going to get to the other side, I'm somewhere at 75% through, and you're going to feel better about it. It's still going to hurt but you're going to find yourself stronger and more at peace with everything
Very glad your daughter apologized, she needed to, and you needed to hear it.
OH PS I've cried in front of my lawyer, was sad, and reserved, and angry, and everything (I think she was worried about me in court because I was always someone different) but, I held my own, and she acknowledged how well I did, and I have every faith in you too!
BIG HUGS
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR