Used to love Christmas. Not only has it been lonely and tough, the girl I was seeing until 2 months ago (for 7 months) sends me a note yesterday saying "Merry Christmas Sweetheart" and a kiss thingy. I connected with her later that night on text and she tells me she is unexpectedly pregnant and is now working on things with her husband (who she admits not being in love with and married a friend and is afraid to be shunned by family and friends). Swears it is not mine. Then she got cold and nasty with me and doesn't want to talk about it and wants it to be private. Wants to be friends. Says she "thinks" she is happy but not sure. So, 2 women in less than a year tell me how much they love me and care for me and now one of them is pregnant and gone back to her H and the other I am still in the nastiest of litigation with. Must be me.
M17 yrs. me49 xW47 d15 d11
BD1-Jul/11(Affair found out) Therapy 9 months (tried 2) BD2- May/12(sep) Court Jul/13 - I got 50/50 Sold home - Aug/13 Court #2 - Dec/13 Court#3 - Apr/14 ... She lost again We settled.
