Had a much better time at my family Christmas than I ever could have imagined. Nobody mentioned the fact that my W wasn't there. They obviously all know what is going on, but did not attempt to bring it up, which was awesome. I did not want to spend my Christmas time talking about my W or our situation. D got TONS of new clothes for christmas! It was great. She has been growing so fast, it is hard to keep up with how quickly she changes into the next size!
When we got home, W had her father and brother over for a small Christmas get together. It was really nice to see them both. W had a bit too much to drink and was making an ass of herself. At one point she drunkenly said how this was my fault. I shrugged it off and kept talking to her dad. When she felt that she wasnt getting the attention she wanted she then made a comment about the pie/cake knife that was given to us for our wedding. She said "remember this thing? We got this on our wedding... OUR WEDDING. what a joke!" and started laughing, like it was some ridiculous notion.
Nobody else seemed to think it was very funny. I let this also bounch off of me, and decided to help my D with opening some more of her gifts.
Later i reflected on the night, and thought about how cruel and uncaring my W has become. I really tried to think hard about why I would want to be with someone like this.
The truth is, I don't. I don't want to be with the woman she has become.
I received more workout supplements for christmas. Protein, Creatine, Fish oil, Multivitamins, Pre-workout. I'm ready to rock and roll.
