25yearmic, you are amazing.. Simply the Santa gift I have been looking all this season. You have it all wrapped , the gift of life and the rapture and the music of passion and the courage and the will to see the unknow and undiscovered. I am glad to have read your post. I am always motivated by your point of view, a true north star and beacon for all warriors . I meet Luke personally, he is beta dominant male, he is afraid to lose and fears the unknown. He is risk averse and wants to play life safe all the time, as an intellectual he wants estimations and predictions that give his safe bets and wants a good result. He can compromise to 9 yrs even if he looses his head. We know there are theories of a good life but one has to live a good life on principle, respect ,love, courage, fairness, caring for husband and nonviolenance and purpose driven, failure, challenge, passion, legacy, balance in temperament. Many more things play and family and your women helps to nurture these qualities.. He is also exhibiting beta dominance. You are a MAN, so be one get some alpha traits out in action. Get a nice women in your life, detach from this sucker in your life , even if your attched to her emotionally. You are the best judge of your life, you are a valuble soul and you have kids who love you. you call the shots for your life , Dont allow people to walk all over you , don't be scared to say no, have self respect you loose it you don't exist..you just dead man waking ....period .... Have a Merry Christmas and happy new year all...
M - 39W- 38 M - 4 yr,Date-4 mths Son - 2 yr day care S - 9/12 Divorced- 10/10/13 Visits with son other week Working on myself & son,co-parent,change,assertive,alpha/beta, entrepeurneur,care,heal,centered