Peace has finally reigneth in this house, my son has gone to bed smile We've had a great day today, been really busy, watching TV, playing board games, eating, going to church, watching a DVD, though not necessarily in that order smile I survived my first Christmas without H and not one tear was shed smile Call me hard faced if you want, I call it inner strength smile
I was able to do Christmas how I wanted to this year - I could roast the parsnips with the potatoes, I could make homemade gravy, I didn't have to make yorkshire puds because H doesn't eat veg. We had Breakfast in our dressing gowns watching the TV, We had clockwork penguin races at lunchtime out of our crackers, we didn't have a massive buffet at night, I didn't overfill my plate and leave some on it. Lots of new traditions this year smile I made our Christmas special and my son was pleased to spend time with me and didn't get bored smile We were too busy to get bored, lol. My mum bought me a bottle of champagne, I've been slowly drinking it throughout the day and still got some left in the bottle smile I might or might not be able to finish the rest before I go to bed hehe smile


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!