well said! I really like that. I realized that part of my problem was waiting for W to do things and then resenting the hell out of it whn she didn't. So I wanted to hug her and wish her a merry Christmas. She was sitting in her truck and I reached through the window and hugged her. She hugged me back. I won't mind reach it. I wanted it. I did it. That's my 180 on that one She actually teared up. I have no idea why...
I have 3 beautiful kids and I just took my lab for a walk. We had fun. I am alone today until dinner at my brother's house tonight, but I'm enjoying this time.
I will remain positive and project my hope for a better life whenever I see her. that is not a pursuit of her per se, but it is my dream. What's she gonna do about it...leave me?!?
me: 47, W:49 M 16.5 years T 17 years Three kids - D17,D14, S13 Heart 2 heart about M 11/8/13 Bomb drop 11/29/13 W moved out 12/5/13 I Retained L 2/20/14 D filed 3/17/14
She actually teared up. I have no idea why...