Just sent a text to W Wishing her a Merry Xmas hoping that she is enjoying her presents.

Not too sure whether this is dB or not but I do know that Xmas is her favorite festival of the year.

What's more strange was that after sending it. I felt that my stomach was turned inside out. Not sure why this is happening. I do know she is not going to reply. But that feeling of upset stomach feels so weird.


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BD 16 March 2013
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