Look what the cat dragged in! (TL) - Act 3

[tigerlily78]

I hear what you are saying UR. And I know you have said it to me BEFORE. Why I struggle to hard to put it into practice right now, I just don't know.

Lack of sleep. Lack of patience. Lack of discipline.

You are absolutely right. I know you are right. And you are right, that I do probably crave a reaction. I need to stop giving in to short term urges, when I have longterm goals.

I think sometimes I just feel like I am a ghost in my own house. No one can see me or hear me unless I shake the chains... I am not used to being/feeling so alone, even when I am not alone.

But I know you are right that I have to just stop and give him the space and the time and learn not to worry about what he is doing and saying... I am having a difficult time getting there.

Thank you for reminding me. AGAIN. You must get tired of repeating yourself for our benefit, but please know it IS appreciated. I do know that you want the best for all of us here and you say what you say with the best of intentions.