Well D is home, safely in bed. He sent me a text saying they were leaving and D was being hateful. So they get here and she's showing me all her stuff and he's sick as a dog with whatever D and I have had. Well he starts to leave and realizes he hasn't told D goodbye, hugs her and says 'well you're home, now you can be happy'. Gets a bit choked up and kisses her and leaves. I didn't know in the moment whether to say something to him about guilting her about wanting to go home or not, but I held my tongue because he was so sad when he said it. I think he's not as happy as he thought he'd be when he left.
All I know is I'm home with my child, getting ready for Santa to visit and I'm content with where I am right now. I'm trying to do what's right for what's left of this family and praying he figures it all out and gets better.
Merry Christmas!
H-44 Me-43 D9 T-13 years M-12 years BD-8/21/13 Sep- 11/19/13 D in process
