1) What kind of cookies? 2) Did you remember to help the boys get their mother a present? I know I never felt like it, but it wasn't really about me right? 3) As you're looking for the strength and fortitude (which you have by the way) something to think about: You have two ways to find out what happens next in your R with your W. You can take the short-cut and end it. Nobody would blame you after what she's been doing. (except her of course, but that's neither here nor there). Or you can let it work itself out while you work on things far more important such as yourself and the boys.
If you choose the shortcut, you can't unchoose later. If you choose the latter, you can always pull the cord and take the short route back to the barn.
No matter your choice, in the end you have to live with your decision. You and you alone have to live with it. You'll have to look in the mirror and like what you see at some point. Or not.
<being silly> Take the red pill? Or the blue pill? </being silly>
I know you made reference that before. I'm just reminding you as you look for perspective.
Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas! Enjoy them - there won't be another Christmas 2013 in your lifetime
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
