It seems strange that my adrenaline junkie, if I get hurt I'll heal, H is this afraid. I do feel sorry for him. The only thing that scares me about death is if my D would be taken care of but of course if I'm dead that's out of my hands. LOL
He did say during a lot of his spewing that he was afraid he couldn't make it if he stayed or he knew he wouldn't be alive in 10 years if he stayed. When I back up and look at it unemotionally I can see this for what it is. In the heat of the moment I have a harder time. LOL
Anywhoo, my D comes home tonight, I have the presents wrapped, house partially cleaned, cookies to bake, and pigs to get into blankets. Full day!
H-44 Me-43 D9 T-13 years M-12 years BD-8/21/13 Sep- 11/19/13 D in process
