Hugs to you, willbwell: Really, don't beat yourself up: I am emotionally in the exact same place: Husband clearly has moved on in heart, I have not and want to do those things you just described: He is coming over today. So is your H: you have a new chance every day: You are really doing a good job and offering us all your support here too!

M 20 yrs
me 47
H 51
s11
d8

BD 10/8/13
H Moved out 11/30/13
OW slept over with children Dec '13
OW moved in w/H Jan '14