hey hi everyone/anyone-

just sayin thanks for alllllll the support and kind words - and HOPE YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE OKAY (despite insanity of mlc) and that you manage to squeek out some pleasure - even little bits here and there.

make tht list of the positive maybe? i keep a running list in head - fallback.

sooo MERRY CHRISTMAS AND hope new year is great for us all


(hope spring eternal - huh?

i'm outta here- h just walked up overmyh shoulder - cripes-= i thought with this stupid laptop i could position myself for total privacy- didn't give in TO the urge toshut the lid and be the hjerk he has soo many times in past - geeez , jsut came back, i mean? who hasn't written notes on a paper plate???

like, is that soooo wierd?/ he's the one that ate on it- forcing me to save a crumbie plate with notes on it.

gotta go make a list of food - or the feast will never happen tomorrow.

BTW - SITTING HERE WITH A "HALO" OF TINSEL ON MY HEAD-LIKE THE CHURCH CRECHE WE USED TO MAKE AS KIDS ( I WAS ALWAYS ONE OF THE HERD OF ANGELS) - IT'S , WELL, SOMETHING. i'm thinking it's festive- but thismorning i look liker father christmas or maybe hawaiin.

xxoo