I know you feel like you are losing your strength to deal with this Jfun, but I almost have to think this is just HOW IT IS for almost all of us this time of year. It's that incongruence between what we EXPECT this time of year to be, and how we are anticipating (perhaps even dreading) how far from that normal expectation our situations might make this holiday.

Just know, you aren't the only one who is struggling right now. It is not because you are weak, or because you are done... it is because this crap is HARD on all of us this time of year. I feel where you are coming from, I really do.

I wish us all the extra strength to preserve through this holiday.

me-35
WAS-37
T-16 1/2
Son-14 (HF Aspergers)
BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013
"Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."