Totally NOT pathetic Wr. Feel your feelings, it's ok to cry and grieve. You have been working a lot and having no downtime so it seems to pile on more stress on your already taxed brain.
Get it out and you will start refreshing again. Take care lovely lady.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.