thanks guys couldn't do it without all of you guiding the way!
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
last night I went to bed, late due to strike but was good, this morning I'm a weepy, disgruntled mess.....what happened?!?! I'm having such an awful time today. I want H to WAKE UP and figure his $hit out and I want to not have everything on me.
today $ucks and I don't know how I'm going to get through the next few days.
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
How pathetic do I have to be to know how blessed I am and am sitting here crying because my H won't love me.
M 16 T 20 M 41 H 39 S 19 S 15 Bomb drop April 4; Moved out April 13 D started-full force ----------------------- Dancing through the fire Cause I am a champion and you’re gonna hear me ROAR
Totally NOT pathetic Wr. Feel your feelings, it's ok to cry and grieve. You have been working a lot and having no downtime so it seems to pile on more stress on your already taxed brain.
Get it out and you will start refreshing again. Take care lovely lady.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
T2 said it all. You're just human. Look around you. The only one there that doesn't know how great you are is him. Chalk it up to craziness. Chin up and love yourself for a few minutes.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
Sending you a hug Rose. I think this time of year is just THAT much harder on us LBSes. We have all these memories of what this time of year is supposed to be like, and our current situations by comparison feel like a really a big disappointment.
Don't be disappointed in yourself. You aren't the only one struggling through feelings like this right now. This time of year is extra hard. Love yourself Rose, let your kids love you... and remember that your H just isn't capable right now, but that isn't your fault.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."
WR, The holidays always have a lot of expectations and unfortunately when dealing w/a mlcer, they tend to throw in monkey wrenches on the family holidays. I'm sorry things haven't been going well and the holidays are upon us, but the feelings you are having are very normal. You are human and you can't shut those feelings off just because a holiday rolls around. Please don't be so hard on yourself. We all have or are going through the same feelings you are.
Please try to enjoy your holiday w/your sons. They are growing up to be wonderful young men who will always remember that mom did the best she could in an impossible situation. You have so much to be proud of in your sons. You are a wonderful mother who is doing everything possible to keep things as normal as you can.
Do something extra special for yourself today. You've earned it.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
couldn't do it without all of you guiding the way!