All of the above^^^. She's thinking how can he possibly be so happy and good when I am not my sweet loving self? He must be doing something bad like me.

You are just swell JF. Keep on being swell.

Me:49 H:47
S: 16
T:27 M:25
My EA: 2001
His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013
Separated, but H still in house

Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.