Take it one thing at a time Ambi. You have a lot going on, I'm so sorry to hear this. To look at it all in one big pot will make it difficult. One thing at a time...breathe...You can do this. You can make it through.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.