-Had the furnace break (as always, never breaks 9-5, M-F)...it's an older one, but I chased down the part locally so will be fixing it tonight, saving us a TON of $$$.
-Took s3 to IC for him, it was very good and he has a noticeable relief.
-Cooking, cleaning, yada, yada...lol
W has been extremely busy with work this time of year, it is interesting how she has noticed she doesn't want to do much after work or on her days off, and how she expresses it, and even hinted at having some understanding of why I didn't in the past....
She went out with the work crew this weekend, they are all either M, Christian, or gay, so I felt safe and was super supportive...she needs that after all those isolated years of SAHM and homeschooling.
She handled some emergency stuff really well and was all proud...I told her I was proud. Self-esteem seems to be rising well...
Lots of communication as to her whereabouts, and after the emergency, guess who she called first to talk about it? (Queue TVS)... "This guy..."
So, still don't know where this is going, either way I will survive and soon thrive. My gut still says it'll be okay...it'll come when it's ready, whatever it is.
I had an interesting revelation this morning...you kjnow how we say here, "If you don't know what to do, do nothing, the answer will come"? Well, since W doesn't know what she wants to do (per her recently), and it appears she is doing nothing (outwardly)...so I guess she is doing the right thing then, huh?
In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer. - Albert Camus
Uncertainty is the very condition which impels people to unfold their powers.-Eric Fromm
