Well it feels like it has been forever since I last checked in. In all honesty it has felt really good not worrying about my situation. Being here definitely helps with advice and working through issues, but I pretty much just totally disconnected from everything over the weekend.
I felt absolutely nothing this weekend. I kind of just forgot to care.
I know my W spoke with a lawyer on Friday. She wanted a few financial details from me. I gave her what she needed and just kind of fell off the map. She made it a point to say "I'm not filing, i just want to see what my options are".
Why delay the inevitable?
I had a few interactions with W this weekend. But i didn't feel excited like I usually get. These things just do not seem important anymore. Sleeping alone doesn't bother me anymore. She likes to keep me updated on her plans, where she is going, when, etc. I could literally give a crap.
She's going to do what she wants, and I have no control over it. Not saying I'm detached, but this weekend I was able to just shut her out.
Not really much day to day stuff to journal about, I didn't really take much of an account of what happened this weekend.
One positive thing; Met a friend at the gym. Seemed like a nice enough guy. It appears he has been working out far longer than me, so he said he could help me with some new routines.
All in all. My interest in this whole situation is waning.
