Just wanted to wish you and yours a Happy Holidays....
JF...
This is a lot fo what I talked about, with the finding fuel to push forward. You haven't seen the end of it yet. For me, it became almost like a chess game, where I could predict WHEN it would happen, and what avenue she was going to pursue at that time.
I know that this isn't a game, yet it will play like a game at times....
Great job on how you handled things....
As for the giving up ??
I know that isn't you, and I know the kind of life you would have if you didn't give it your all...
Live with zero regrets buddy....
They are harder to live with than anything else...
I remember walking outside and screaming at God, to give me everything that he had, because I wanted to find my breaking point....
Happy Holidays to you my new friend...
And I hope that somehow, someway, the magic of the season finds you and your boys....
PS....try not watching too closely (that one still knocks you off of your horse)...