WBW, You and only you can decide what you want to do and when you want to do it. Your friends mean well, but they aren't walking in your shoes and have really no clue as to what you are dealing w/on a day-to-day basis, nor do the understand the workings of a mlc mind.
You'll know when you've had enough and want to move forward, but please don't allow friends to "pressure" you into doing something until you are ready to do so.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
