It's Not Over 'Till It's Over

[Fight4MyWife]

One thing my wife said to me in a recent conversation is "Some people would be on their knees begging for forgiveness, you seem to just expect it"

I would get on my knees and beg for forgiveness but I thought it would push her further away and in the early stages after BD I did, & I wrote a very empathetic & understanding letter.

By saying this is this what she wants from me & also is it what I should do if it is what she wants? Should I beg for her forgiveness or is this just what she thinks she wants?