Hi sweetie. I am sorry things are so hard. If you feel you cannot do this any longer, that is your choice.
I just want to say some stuff if I may.
Having gotten to know you a bit, I am going to go out on a limb here and say that you are not going to be ok with yourself without having given this your best effort.
You have been doing wonderfully. I think you need to detach more. That is key. Just live your lffe, man. Do what you want. Be who you want to be. Leave her to figure herself out.
You should be continuing to move forward in your life. Looking within to slay your demons. Figuring out what you want in your life. Becoming the father you want to be.
I know you are frustrated by all this. It happens around this point. The thing is that you feel as if you have no control.
But what you have to realize is that you do. You get to control how you act and who you are. You get to decide when you have had enough.
I decided to continue because I wanted to be able to say I did everything I could do save my marriage. That was because of the vows I took and because of my son.
I wanted to be able to answer yes if he asked did I do everything I could. And he did ask.
I am not saying to do that at the expense of you. If you truly cannot do this anymore, then dont.
So, let's talk about what is really getting to you.
Then we can think about some boundaries you can place in order to protect yourself.
