Feel like falling down

[willbwell]

thanks subguy.
H will do the telling. it will be brief I am sure.
we've been separated for a year. it is to me though.. just saying D, will make it more real... like maybe if we are only 's' that there was hope.

the boys won't ask questions. s 20 will say he doesn't know how he feels. He will tell me this, not h. s17 will say sit doesn't bother him.

I will not act like a victim. I have told the boys we have to be and do our best.

I just hate the message it sends to the boys.
A part of me would like my boys to call h out on it....

To ask h, what he did to try and fix it(the M)?