For a long time, I have had my H on a pedastal. I have been so desperate for things to work out that I stopped looking at who my H really is. I think that things are starting to change and I am looking at H in a new light. It is making it difficult for me to even be around him. My h cannot take criticism but he is great at giving it. He is also constantly trying to make himself feel better. I know that at the moment H is threatened by me on several levels. But he knows that he makes more money than me. So he is constantly reminding me of that. The other day he mentioned putting money in our joint account. I mentioned that my bonus should go in too since I met my hours. He smuggly said "that's pretty good. I out three times that amount into the account.". He is not mean but the comments ate just uncalled before. I don't do the same thing to him.
He is starting to make me sick. I can't stand to be around him anymore. I am pretty sure that these comments are really about him and his insecurities but I really don't want to be around someone like this anymore. Maybe it is just filurther proof that I need to keep distancing myself and continue to detach. I just know how much of these comments I can take before I really start to hate him.
