Is there anyone you can go stay with for a few days? Preferably a guy friend who is maybe single?

You sound like you really need some company and isolation is not going to help.

Pls keep posting and updating us. We are here for you! Friends in the virtual sense, but friends none the less.

Me, H-34 now 38
W-32 now 35
T-13 now 18 years
M-6 now 9
Daughter 3 years now 7
Bomb 11/27/12 - OM
1 year in house separation
Reconciliation 12/2013. Healed now 2017