DIG DEEP DIG ON

[Ambivalent]

Thanks again Job, I had some chicken soup. I make it and freeze it, so when I need to have a mommy cook for me. He won't care, I'm interested what he's going to do for the day.

Oh well it is his choice. How immature that he can't be with his daughter and brother on Christmas, it is truly pitiful .

Haven't found anything recent, but I do know it has to be disclosed.

I do eat coffee yogurt every morning, so I get lots of protein, no worries. It was just the recent BD. I guess at this point all the bombs have been dropped.

So I'm going to be a divorced woman. At this point I really should cut my losses. He is really unreliable, doesn't have coping skills, is a coward and runs away or sticks his head in the sand.

Do I really need that ? I'm really enjoying the swing dancing, he probably would do it with me, so why bother hoping anymore. It'll be a year in May, and we've been apart the whole time, so it will go through pretty fast.

I may end up happier without him, without the constant stress of what stress will I be under next?

I danced the night away to the Glenn Miller Band...AWESOME!

I went to a different venue and met new people. I've been going alone, and meeting all sorts of dancers.