"Ok, it's mind reading. Chances are 99%, she's going to freak out on me if I do things she doesn't agree with. There's nothing she's even remotely interested to have anything to do with me much less talk. The only thing she will try to communicate is when she wants something from me and my visitation schedule. Even then, she's rude. "
Mindreading.
"I don't want to have to talk to XW and have her frustrate me for no good reason. I'm tired of that."
Mindreading.
Plus your communication with her is not going to improve until you start improving it. You have two young children. You HAVE to talk to her about them for their sake. If not, they are going to grow up with two parents who hate each other. They will carry that into their adult relationships.
You can be the one to grow up.
So far I really haven't seen you change. All I've seen you do is run.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.