The end of Limboland

[mj0221]

I'm so irritated with H. The last time I contacted him was 2 months ago. He doesn't contact me except for when he slides an envelope under my garage door and sends me a text to let me know it's there.

I had to call him about something yesterday. I have learned it is safer to call because he has more of a way of getting me going in emails and texts and then he saves them. I have learned the phone is his weakness where he is a true coward.

So we got to talking for the first time in a long time. Nothing good I might add. It was simply about BD, things leading up to it and such and how it went down. He has it in his mind it was my idea we separate. I didn't explode. I wasn't exactly validating because I wasn't going to let him think he was right on that.

I still don't understand this. Does he just create this in his mind and tell people this story because I know this is exactly what he has told his coworkers. I have heard from a couple and that is what they thought. If it was my idea why would I have begged and cried and pleaded to go to counseling and done anything right then and there to have him stay in my life? I don't know why he doesn't put the two together. He obviously has issues.