It was the best of times it was the worst of times

[Mimi00]

May I ask how things are in your neck of the woods? How are you doing?

Thanks for asking. Im okay....i've probably cried everyday for the last week or so, sometimes I think I am getting worst and not better; but I think its because the "deadline" I gave my self for "standing" (Jan 1st) is right around the corner and there has been no change at all in our contact....so letting go is going to be scarey. I have no idea if he filed the petition already or if he's waiting until after the holidays, but no updates from him there.

I called my H at the end of November b/c our car insurance policy mysteriously changed...he claimed he didn't change it and asked why I would think that? um helloooooooo. The issue is corrected now, he fixed it immediately. He was on his way to snowboard with his BFF/possible OW that day when I called, so that was all we discussed. He's posted pics with her multiple times now on FB and her family visited there recently and included my H in their family/holiday pics standing in from of the tree etc...

So. Yeah. I plan to take the money he owes me from our savings then remove my name from our joint accounts at the start of January and begin my "new year/new life". Free from all connections to him...deleting his number from my phone (I dont know it by heart), blocking him on all social media...and really move on. There's a really cute guy at the church I go to now...he's DJ'ing the churches new years party....so I was thinking i'd get a chance to start the new year on a positive note by introducing my self....but unfortunately I found out in have to work that night. Lol

Not much room for GAL this month b/c im working extra hours to be able to cover everything myself since I won't have access to his money after this month. So im getting used to being on my own 100%.

Sorry for taking up so much room in your thread w/ my response!