Your original draft took me back a couple of years. I would write crap that sounded totally reasonable and objective and a friend would read it and red line it to 2 sentences.
I would "but, but, I want to say" and she would say "but he doesn't want to hear it and this is all you need to say in this conversation about this subject."
She was right, it took me a long time before I didn't get my emails edited by someone.
I hope you can feel good about these things: you're learning everyday, you're not stuck at the corner of Bitterness and Resentment (you may visit there occasionally but it's not your perm address), you're sober, you're becoming the man you were meant to be.
Enjoy today. Looks like a cloudy day here.
Now about these urban hikes. Are there routes or do you make your own? Is this a planned group activity? Guess I should google it.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
