So sorry Lost. I dont know what to say. Try your best to stay positive by focusing you. I know that's hard.... just try not to dwell on any negative thoughts and keep busy with positive things.
((((HUGS)))) to you.
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope