Just got another drive-by text from the STBX. I don't know why she keeps doing this, trying to provoke me by saying such horrible things. I haven't lost my temper since I discovered evidence of a PA in January.

There's so much more I want to say here, but it's all the same junk I've been saying again and again. Not really getting any support on my stand from anyone anymore: friends, family. therapist, even here. Just trying to get through the holidays right now.