I'm sorry you are feeling down again Bright. I know it is hard not to try and analyze what he is doing and why and what it means. Job gives you great advice... we probably can't even begin to understand what it means. Stop trying to make sense of the nonsensical.
Yes, you can make assumptions about what he is doing and why, but even if you know why, does it matter? Does it change the way you feel? Does it change what you intend to do?
I know you just want signs to follow, to give you some indication what will happen. I am SO guilty of this too. Look inside yourself and decide what you would want to do REGARDLESS of that H is doing now and if he might come back. That is your plan for right now, right... working on you. Taking this time and freedom to explore yourself and who you are. He is going to do whatever crazy thing he is doing right now whether you are worrying about it or not... your answering a text one day or not is not going to be the thing that brings him out of MLC.
You are right that he needs to take the journey. You don't have to sit in the sidecar while he does it.
me-35 WAS-37 T-16 1/2 Son-14 (HF Aspergers) BD,ILYBINILWY,"I met my soulmate": Oct5,2013 "Letting go because I love him, holding on because I love him."
