The end of Limboland

[mj0221]

AJ,
I can see the difference and need to think on this some more. I think where I get hung up is he was the most involved husband and father of anyone I knew (up until about a year before BD maybe). All my friends and family were envious of our relationship. They never got a quarter of that from their husbands. Maybe I just never appreciated and loved him enough.

In literal terms if you mean being attracted to him, I love him more. If I was just attracted to him without love and at this point I think I could easily say great tell me where to sign because while he is good looking I'm sure I could find someone just, if not better, good looking. Does that make any sense

And on him unwilling to love me back....I absolutely am willing to let him go. I no longer want a husband who doesn't love me. That is something that working with an IC has helped on.