Hoping to still move forward, huge setback

[cbtdad]

I want my family together. I love my wife and I have actually fallen in love with here again. If this was to be the case a year from now, and we are still having no PT and those things then I would probably move forward.
I refuse to be in a sexless marriage as well as a marriage where I can't by physically loving in it. As I said before it wasnt always like this, otherwise I wouldn't have married her. I've noticed small changes over the past week. They have now been brought up in MC and I think that is starting point.
She is a lot more open to physical touch than she was a few months ago if that makes sense.
I think we will get back to that point or I wouldn't be fighting for this.
She is a great homemaker. Takes care of the house, our son and everything else.
It is really nice to come home to a clean house and warm dinner. This is something she didn't do 5 years ago and is something I want.
But it's happening now. Last night she told me she was happy and it felt really good. It was followed up by sex which she instigated:)