So you go from writing a letter talking about how she doesn't want to work on things, so you realize its over and your moving on. Even thou you need to grow and change.
To I cant seem to let go of hope.
To going to look up divorce forms?
Your trying so hard to get her to see YOUR pain, understand what YOUR going thru. Why do you need to get things set up and rolling? Cause you need to be in control? If this is going to happen your darn well sure its gonna happen your way!!
Your barely even a cup of coffee into this, PLEASE SLOW DOWN.
Your right, your out of control.
Maybe you need to work on that for a while before you start making anything else a priority. You seem to act on emotions, good or bad. how's that working out for ya? Been there, done that, I promise your heading down the wrong road.
