I'm having a hard time letting go and accepting it's over.
I can't seem to let go of hope.
Real hope or hope I want or think is still there.
I really don't think that this is all there is for us. Forever. Period.
Right now it is. And I need to accept that.

I'm going to look up divorce forms and laws tomorrow.
And what I need to do. I found an attorney that I can get a better idea from too.
So I have to get things setup and rolling.