I'm back home now so I'm able to comment on my thread damn phone! I can get any other site, just not this one! lol. It wasn't so much the crossing out of my H's name that upset me, I know why she did it. She'd obviously written it before I told her. It was a special friend's card, so she couldn't have changed it. It was that combined with my mum's call that made me feel down. It's the way that my mum talks about H that upsets me, she sounds so bitter towards him and you can hear it in her voice. I've told her before that I don't want to talk about him to her and she just won't let it go. What's it to her anyway whether or not he comes round on Christmas Day! Anyway, I've had a fab afternoon and evening I went to the college open day and ended up not doing anything, lol. There was just too many beauty students there Anyway, I got a free mulled wine, a mince pie and a chocolate bar so I was happy lol. It doesn't take me much to be happy My tutors were there as well and we had carol singers and lots of happy chatter I left early as I had to go to Youth club. I had taken a change of clothes with me and put some Christmas earringd on and reindeer antlers. It's a pity that I was the only youth leader to dress up, lol. I did some nail painting and nail art on some of the girls and even the male youth leader joined in! lol. Well I only painted one of his nails, lol, bright pink it was! lol. He came back later to take it off as he said he didn't have the nerve to walk round with it on, lol. He's great fun, but I still don't know much about his private life - ie. if he's got a G/F or not and more importantly how old he is, lol. He definitely looks older than the painter, lol. I'm going to get all soppy now! he's got these gorgeous big brown eyes and I just melt when he looks at me and smiles Anyway, I won't be seeing him now until after Christmas, but he brightens up my Thursdays Well the only downside to my evening was my HM friend! She texted me when I was on the bus on the way home and when I didn't answer her immediately, she texted "????", grrrr! I said just wait a min, I'm not home yet! She asked where I had been and then said oh I'm such a bad friend for not knowing where you where. Arghhhhhhhhhh! She's doing my head in! lol. I've had 2 glasses of fun tonight with lemonade! I need them, lol. I've had to do 2 weeks Church notices tonight and catching up with my emails. Food shopping tomorrow, if I ever get to bed, lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!