Hi all. I just stopped by to say hi and give a quick update.

Mom....well, she is still hanging on. Doctors are baffled and we are baffled. She was given two weeks to live in AUGUST. It is nice to have her here, but I hate seeing her suffer.

XW...she is coming over later to take the boys out for a Christmas dinner. I think it is terribly sad that the holidays with our sons has been reduced to just a dinner out.

Me....I actually don't mind driving a cab. It's not what I want to do for the rest of my life, but it is something I can do for now. It does have some good and bad points to it though. Some days are better than others as far as money goes. Some days are really really good and others are really really bad. I also get to meet a lot of cool people and some real stinkers. Got to take the good with the bad I guess. What I DON'T like about the job though is the fact that I have a lot of alone time. That allows my mind to race as far as XW is concerned. Yes, I still think about her and yes I still love her....and yes, I still have a hard time every once in a while.

I bought X MIL a sympathy card because X FIL passed away earlier this month. I'm sending it tomorrow. XW probably won't be too happy about it, but I really don't give a sh!t. I've known them since I was 17 years old and have always looked up to both of them. So, if XW finds out and gets upset, too damn bad.

That is all for now.

Heading out tonight to play trivia at a local bar. I've never done it before and haven't been in a bar in years, but I've got to get out of here.

Tad


Currently:
M 56 XW 57
Sons 38,33,31,29

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13