BH, I feel your pain and your uncontrollable panic in your posts. I am by no means a good DBer but probably a good poster child for not Like me you will probably feel like you are starting over everyday. Just keep pushing through. Scream in a pillow and get it out. Another thing I do when I want to say something too H I will type out an email and not send it. IT feels like you sent it, then a few hours later you feel good that you didn't. Another thing to do is just get out there live your life and occupy your time. Hard when all you want to deal is hide under the covers.
M15 T19 D13 S13 BD Affair 9/13 S 11/13 D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together. Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.
