I am just going to try NC as best I can until Saturday which is our (H) Christmas party. H won't be there until late because he is working out of town. This will be quite a challenge for me.
H family is very supportive. However I have not talked to SIL.
The next day H and I are supposed to xmas ahop. I will be a acting happy and as if!

Im hoping for the best

M15 T19
D13 S13
BD Affair 9/13
S 11/13
D started 6/14.. dropped court date 10/14 H attorney can't get it together.
Still with long distance ow. Still hates me.