"in what universe...?" part 6

[TryingToDo180]

I'm feeling a bit emotional today. I got a card from my friend who must've written the card before I told her. It had mine, my H's and my son's names on it. Then she had crossed out my H's name.
As if that wasn't enough, I've just spoken to my mum. She asked if my H was coming on Christmas Day and when I said I don't know then she went into one. She said that if he's not got the decency to let me know, then just cater for me and my son. I said I knew what to do and that's what I was going to to. I asked her yet again to stop going on about H and she said she wasn't going on and as far as she was concerned H didn't exist in her life. She said that he doesn't exist in my dad's life anymore. I told her I was feeling very emotional and I didn't need this. I think that because she was on a roll she wanted to carry on. I said I don't need this and I've got to go now.
Yes I'm trying to move on and yes I'm trying to detach myself but I don't like the way my mum speaks about my H or the tone of voice she uses when she talks about him.
On well, I suppose I better get on with the rest of my day. That should take my mind off things at least I'm off to the open evening at the college and doing small beauty treatments, then I'm off to youth club where we've got a disco and I'm doing the girls' nails